What I have to think about

I have a lot of things to think about, I know but I can't do it still. I don't know what the most important thing is. I've lost my way since... I forgot from when but I think it was too much long time ago. No, actually I know everything what I have to do. Yes I know, however I can't only accept the reality. Of course I might accept it some day, the time is the only thing which I need, although it's not enough for me. I have to recognize the situation in which I'm left. I appreciate my friend's advice. I wanna grow up everything especially mental things. I want, otherwise I have no choice, to solve many problems one by one. Yes, I can do it! Who believes if I don't believe myself.